What its Like To be a Soldier

What it’s like to be a soldier
Its something I cannot explain
The mixed feelings that have passed through me
It’s like a bundle of emotions

The fear
Getting shot with piercing bullets
Tearing through my flesh
Cracking through my bones
Or even killing another
With the same pain and cruelty.

The unified soldiers
Working together
If one falls
The other steps in
To help, to support, to win.

The anger
The madness of it all
How nothing can be right
42 revolutions
42 killings
and this one is just like the rest.

The exact same.

What its like to be a soldier
Its something I cannot explain.